... I've not been posting. See, I'm mad at my blog and I'm pretty upset with life right now. I am giving the cold shoulder to my blog for a while. I just don't have much to say. I know I shouldn't only feel compelled to write when things are going well, but somehow all the down-in-the-dumps posting has been wearing on me. I'm just tired of having to update as Negative Nelly.
The last time I posted was the day I was informed I was being "let go" and today was my last day of work. It was uneventful and I'm glad it's over. I'll be home tomorrow and then Thursday-Monday we'll be in Black Mountain for a get-away. I just want to get out of Raleigh and leave all this junk behind.
If it's not one thing, it's another, and I feel like I've been beat up on all month. My birthday was sucky, the day after was suckier, and people all around me are acting like idiots and I just don't have time for it. I hate to be totally self-absorbed, but when you're told you're out of a job and given less than a month to find something else, you really don't have time to make time for other's petty crap.
We've had to sell a car to make some wiggle room in our budget, I've had to buy my own insurance which means forking over ~$350 a month for insurance (I've never had to pay for insurance through work), and it just means discomfort in the wallet region for a while.
I've applied for many jobs during my time at the Governor's Office and only one was offered to me - that was last summer - and stupid me turned it down thinking I might move up at a later date. Boy, was I an idiot.
So...I'm not going to write again until I feel like it or have something better to report. It's depressing me to relive life on my computer screen.